IT'S NOT OVER

In the middle of the night, I can’t fall sleep again… Finally I decide listen music to calm my soul…

After an hour I found out a playlist that he use to send to me by his phone…

Accidently a song went to my ear, a song that represents our mood during those 2 days… I don’t know will that be his dark days or not but those days is my dark days for sure…

Every single word in this song totally takes away my soul right now… Because the lyrics was so true, so damn true… I feel lucky those days I didn’t listen this song, or else I think I will cry until faint…

It sings by DAUGHTRY which name IT’S NOT OVER…

I was blown away.
What could I say?
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything,
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find.
We'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

Taken all I could take,
And I cannot wait.
We're wasting too much time
Being strong, holding on.
Can't let it bring us down.
My life with you means everything,
So I won't give up that easily.
I'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
'Cause it's all misunderstood.
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

We can't let this get away.
Let it out, let it out.
Don't get caught up in yourself.
Let it out.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

Let's start over.
It's not over, yeah...
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

My Treasure Box

When talk about treasure box , I believe what cross on everyone mind is a big box full of lots of gold , diamonds , pearls , maybe pride ship with a map ? Or Aladdin magic lamp ? Perhaps ?

Well , it wasn’t a secret , I have a treasure box too ! Yes ! I have a treasure box too !!!

Don’t believe ? Keep reading then you will know why I say that !

My treasure box doesn’t big , but is big enough to put the things I want . Although sometimes I want this one , that one , but this time I only want 2 things in my treasure box , which is my family and him …

They are priceless , can’t use money to value they price , because they are NOT FOR SALE !!! They just like a big compass in my life , give me the direction show me the right way to go … I thanks them a lots , seriously I mean it ! But I want specially thanks him walk into my life , my life totally change since I meet him . Words can’t describe how thankful I am , only god knows …

What I learn from him not only how to love a person , but is how to make your partner feel the joy of the life and the joy when he with you . He show me how beautiful the world is , although I can’t see the place which thousand miles from here … Thinking of my little treasure again … Guessing he is sleeping at his small little cute bed … I guess he and my family is the treasure that makes me everyday think of it , care of it and love of it …

Everyone also have a treasure box in their heart , it can be people , pets , work , dreams , money and many more … If you still looking for something to be your treasure that can’t share your story , can’t accompany you to walk through your life , why don’t you choose a person that can you share everything with it ? Believe your heart , appreciate the treasure box that inside your heart , because you will find the special thing inside there and the joy that they bring …