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2009年12月31日星期四
如果你问我。。。我会告诉你。。。
我会告诉你,不是去 count down ,而是想去海边静静地吹吹风。。。
如果你问我,今年的我最遗憾的事情是什么?
我会告诉你,是遗失的手机造成的不便和我等待两个月的云顶之旅泡汤了。。。
很多朋友都在这假期去了一趟那里。。。
如果你问我,最近的我最不满意的东西是什么?
我会告诉你,是我自己的态度。。。
如果你问我,现在最想什么?
我会告诉你,不是某某人,而是热烘烘的食物。。。
因为我很饿。。。
如果你问我,今年最想拥有的经验是?
我会告诉你,是去 clubbing ,就算去玩一次也好。。。
如果你问我,今年的最后 10 分钟要怎么过?
我会告诉你,我会过得好好就算没人陪。。。
Happy New Year 2010 =)
I will be very good luck at 2010 because start from now , i will treat myself better then last year ^^
2009年12月15日星期二
玲玲生日,又大一岁咯~
经过一番商讨,我们决定给她一个惊喜。
昨晚我, dear 和 May 还未7点就到 Student House 等待"女王"的到来 ( 因为是她的生日,所以就让她当一天"女王" ) ( 我有这习惯 ) 。
因为是惊喜所以我们都把车泊到远远的,免得"女王"认出!
由于外面下大雨加上等"女王"的到来,所以我们就躲在其中一间房间闲聊来打发时间。
终于,新茏 ( 他做我们的内应,哈哈。。。) 给信息来说"女王"来了,我们就带着兴奋的心情靠门,静静地聆听她的脚步声。
顽皮的May就致电给她,然后就去开她的门吓她一把!
哇哈哈。。。结果"女王"好像有被吓到咯~接着,May就送上我们一起买的礼物,也就是"女王"在 Nichii 看上的一条裙 ^^
然后新茏就载我们去 1-Utama 吃 BBQ Plaza ~
嗯~算一算,我有2个月半没去那儿吃东西了。蛮怀念那里的酱汁的~
菜一上盘,大家就狼吞虎咽地吃东西了。
不过我觉得我好像被遗弃,自己一个人吃一个涡,他们就四个人吃一个涡 ( T . T )
其实也不能算是遗弃啦,至少他们与"女王"偶尔有放些菜进来我的涡。呜~终于不被忽略了!!! ( T . T )
当中由于我的涡是甜的,于是我就开玩笑说那是因为有我的口水才甜的~ ( Hohoho~ )
这餐我们都吃到饱饱,当然包括我们的"女王"~
结帐后,我们便闲逛一会儿,然后就回家了。
今天,是婉玲 ( 女王 ) 的生日哦~ 所以啊,我就在此祝她心想事成,越变越美丽,越变越可爱,还有我们的姐妹情长久 ( 因为我们有长的几分像哦,蛮多人这样说的,甚至被误认是姐妹呢!呵呵。。。 )
期待已久的 KL shopping ^^
终于有机会去PAVILION KL了^^
嗯,怎么说呢?我啊,在PAVILION还没有开幕的时候就很想去了(2007年)。
看那雄伟的设计包含了纽约,米兰和巴黎的风格~真叫人目不转睛!
行程由 MR.LEE ( dear ) 包办 ,起初他说从我家出发到达金河 ( 因为我说要去那边买东西 ) 要一个小时!!!
可是我左想右想都觉得不太可能要这样久嘛~
但是事实摆在眼前,是需要大概一个小时的!
因为得驾车去 Taman Bahagia,然后又要找 parking 买票去搭 LRT ,过后又要走一段路去搭 MONORAIL , 可是在那之前要先排队买票,然后才能跟人挤 MONORAIL !
经过一番辛苦,我们才来到金河。
一进到去不到五分钟,我就"干"掉了一个包包~
哇哈哈哈。。。佩服叻?呵呵。。。我也很佩服我自己,哈哈。。。
一路逛,只要是服装店 ( 大多数 ) 我都会进去绕绕~
最后绕到两点多,我一共买了一个包包,一件 jacket 和一件牛仔裤。
然后我们就前往 PAVILION KL !
前面就设计得不错啦,蛮有风格的。可是里面,就设计得像 THE GARDEN MIDVELLY 咯~
其实在那里我也没什么好买的啦,因为里面全都是名牌店 ( 还有我最喜欢的 TIFFANY & CO , 在大马我还是头次见哦 )
不过我还是有在 NICHII 买了一副墨镜和一件 TOP 呱?!
后来因为下雨和接近下班时间我们就匆匆地去买票了 ( 快被挤成三文治了!!! )
嗯,总体来说是不错啦,蛮累人的~
在车上我真的很想睡觉的,可是看看旁边的他,也跟我一样累啊,可是他要驾车没睡,我怎好意思睡啊?
呜呜。。。不过我的钱~ 飞走了 ( T . T )
但是好笑的是, dear 原本要买裤子和腰带的哦,不过逛了一整天他两手空空回家叻!
嘿嘿。。。
2009年12月12日星期六
感谢李爸爸李妈妈。。。
2009年12月7日星期一
Many things to say , Many things to tell ~
Just finish my 40days ( 8 weeks ) industry training .
Well , i have to admit that at first i doesn't really like the office style , every day just sit in front of the computer , after lunch sit again , ewww~ it will makes people easy get fat !
But lucky my weight didn't high a lot , just get up few hundred gram ( thx god ) , but i think it may because the last few week i didn't go for lunch ???
Well , just finish jogging with dear . Accidently meet some people that i know =(
Feel like old lady because of i didn't run at all , just walk around the garden . At half way , i started feel dizziness , maybe i should always exercise ?
When we run a while , i realize that the look that he exercise is so damn attractive ^^
Oh man , my dear was so handsome ^^
After that the weather change to heavy rain , he can't see the road so he decide stop by my house and have a short break .
Funny things come , my mom started nag him bout me , just like always she did !
I don't know i should feel funny or sorry for him ~
Erm... i think around this two days i going to shopping buy stuff with dear , because MEGA SALE IS BACK !
How can i miss it ? Am i right ?
Ok , that's all for today . After few days i will upload again , please support yaa ~
Kaka... bye - bye...
2009年10月22日星期四
Introduce my recently life with short...
Well , been nearly 2 month didn't write blog already , kinda miss it ...
I didn't write blog since my laptop "lek" ( T . T ) did u guys miss me for that ??? Hahaha =D
After sem break i almost every day stay at home and do nothing , my lovely bed can count is my best best friend , because i never left it , except i went down to take bath and eat my lunch & dinner . Keke... maybe i every day eat 2 meal so i lost my weight too ^^
Then after a month , i find a job for internship . I have to work for 8 weeks . Ewww~Office life style is ewww~
Everyday over time over time over time . I wanna take white flag already , ewww~
I now waitting for SATURDAY , because that day is my BIG DAY .
Well , i have to go .
Bye-bye^^
2009年8月23日星期日
2009年8月11日星期二
Mini model~ You make me can't sleep~
Now is 5.36 am in Malaysia .
I guess some of you wondering ask why i wake up so early to write blog ?
Hehe... Actually i just take a nap about 4 hour then continue do my model .
Listening Korean music , feel clam ~
Don't know why this time i didn't feel boring when i doing my model .
Just now was chatting with dear meanwhile doing my model , but now he go sleep already .
Erm...
Actually i also miss my bed so much~
I can't forgot the moment that i leave it just now~
It make me feel that it begging me don't leave him~
Hehe... I think too much already...
Wao~ Take a look at out side now is raining .
God~
Sleeping is the best thing that should do during raining~
Wish i could sleep now~
Suddenly hungry...
Left 2++more weeks before semester break , but the assignment keep coming like tsunami !!!
Haiz... Fell like can't take it anymore~
Everyday rush , rush , rush !!!
Look around me , still got a lots of mini model haven't finish ( I love mini model , sounds cute , looks cute and save cost )
Still got many assignment haven't do yet ( T . T )
I have no idea what i talking about now .
Because my eyes started "fishing" ~
But can't sleep , have to keep do my mini model .
Gonna go now , "see" you guys soon~
2009年8月2日星期日
Watting the "SWEET ESCAPE"
Just wake up from dream , whole body now is damn tired .
Yesterday around 5 just sleep , I gonna say I so long didn't be that industrious !
Come on , Saturday I will do assignment ?!
That wasn't my style !!!
But i have no choice , assignment is damn lots and it keeps coming and coming...
I can feel that i can't breath well...
Stress is around me...
Other thing to say , i can feel that i totally crazy recently .
My mood also keep going up and down .
I can smile for nothing also can angry for no big deal reason .
But i can sure that wasn't emo , but is I'm crazy already !!!
Really lazy to do assignment .
Everyday assignment , assignment , assignment ....
Haiz... Really miss holiday so much !
Stay at home do nothing , hang out with friends , do whatever i like...
Even though some times is boring but the life style is free~
Now... I just wait the holiday brings me "sweet escape" ~
Hehe ^^
2009年7月24日星期五
告诉你一个故事。。。
在那颗充满茫茫人海的星球中的某一个角落住着一个毫不起眼的人。
他来自一个破碎的家庭,没有过人的聪明也没过人的样貌。
他自认自己没有什么才能,也不知道为什么老天爷让他存在这世上。
说了那么久,是时候告诉你们所谓的"他"就是我了。
心血来潮,突然写这些东西。
呵呵。。。 原来我又emo了。
忽然把人生看得很灰,也看准了我在这世上原来是毫无价值的。
或许我就快被这残酷的世界压得喘不过气来了吧?!
对于各方面的压力,我就快得忧郁症了!
知道你们一定都讲着我为什么把人生看到那么消极。
或许你们是对的。
可是你们没有以我的身份活过十九年,有些东西没有体会过是不会懂的。
放心吧,我的状况还没严重到会轻生的地步。
因为还有一些东西是值得我去留恋的。
(以上的话你们看看就算了哦,不要调头谈此事了。因为我只想有个空间发下牢骚。)
(谢谢合作!)
或许是因为最近心情不好,也或许是我自己太敏感了。
前几天发了某人的脾气。
Dear , I'm sorry . Actually i don't mean to do that .
听着我喜欢的歌,来自 Emilia 的 big big world 。
虽然这首歌已经很久了,但它就是让我感觉深刻。
它不同其他的歌,因为我也不懂为什么我在这首歌找到自己的影子。。。
又想起他了,希望改天要是我们分手了,他也能过得好好。。。
不写了,越来越不知道自己在胡言乱语些什么了!
2009年7月19日星期日
空姐 + 病菌
2009年7月10日星期五
久违的跑步,我们来啦~
今天上完课过后他就载我回家。大家坐到五点多时,天不做美,天空下起毛毛雨。
在路上,我拼命祈祷。希望老天爷不要在我难得想做运动的时候下雨。最后,老天爷好像听到了我的祷告,不下雨了!(谢谢老天爷哦~)
等要到达时,我没看到有人跑步。所以我就问他,该不会因为刚才下起一阵毛毛雨所以现在没人来跑步吧?!
不过幸好,结果是有人来跑步的!
可能是两年没运动的关系,我跑没两下就干脆用走的了。。。
可是看看他和我的弟弟。
哗~ 需不需要跑到酱快哦?!
那刻,我顿时觉得我好像老到很快哦。。。
哈哈。。到最后体力精壮的弟弟都不够他跑!
那时我就在想,他是什么人来的哦??? 竟然能跑到酱快???
真是服了他~
那个跑道有很多斜坡。
我本来就没力了啦!那个斜坡时上时下,弄到我改次不要走那个跑道了啦!
到最后,我们就去买豆奶解渴。。。
嗯。。。好好喝喔~
在回家的路上,顽皮的我搏命玩自拍。
拍下我,拍下老弟,可是我的男友就是不让我拍他!
我想要一张留恋的照片都没有。。。
嗯~ 感觉不错~
不过不知道我这个三分种热度可以维持多久?
嗯,不知道???
就让我们拭目以待吧!
2009年7月9日星期四
Stupid Psychology Problem
Suddenly bad mood and want to scold people !
But lucky I haven't scold any 1 yet .
Try 2 be calm , but can't !
I think is stupid psychology problem again !
2day I go shopping v my classmates~
Brought the cloth that i said during yesterday , and a pair of sport shoes .
I don't know I should happy or sad after i spend those money to buy those things~
Broke again , I always spend money like using water .
It cause me always broke !!!
Started feel sleepy , hopefully 2morrow the stupid psychology problem has been gone !
If not , i have no idea what will happen to me during 2morrow !
2009年7月8日星期三
MEGA SALE !!!
原本在做着 furniture design 的我现在却在炸歌写部落格了。。。
(还没做完叻!)
哦~ 感觉好爽喔!快歌带领着我摆动身躯,就连写部落格都特别起劲的!
Yeah~ 感觉超棒的,你们也试试看吧!
不知大家是否知道现在有 Mega Sale 呢?
这几天啊,脑子总是在想着 Mega Sale , Mega Sale , Mega Sale !!!
想到那种程度不是你能想象的!
上课的时候想,做功课的时候想,吃饭的时候想,临睡之前想,就连冲凉的时候都在想着!!!
是不是很夸张叻?!
其实。。。我也不想的啊!
谁叫我在 Nichii 看中了一件衣服呢!
价钱合理啦,照理来讲我是应该买的!可是好像有点露耶,我这里当然不是问题啦!只是怕妈唠叨罢了。
其实我上个星期已经买了一双鞋子了(因为那双鞋,现在我的脚气泡叻!不过没办法啦,爱美是这样的啦!)但是我还想再买一件裤子,还有一些私人原因的物品!(每样都非常需要!!!)
Oh God,简直是超过预算了嘛!
呜~ 虽然说有 mega sale ,可是要是要买那些东西的话$$$就会跟我说 bye-bye 了嘛!
我用自己的钱的叻!
会很心痛。。。
妈常对我说 : "除非你是苏丹的女儿啦!我们家不是开银行的!要不然你以后找个开银行的人嫁掉算啦!他的钱任你用!"
然后我就说 : "没有咯,就算我嫁给他钱也是不能任我用咯。因为那是人民的钱嘛!"
哎。。。
钱啊~ 我需要你啊!可不可以让我好好地疯狂 shopping 一次叻?
p/s : 最好不用看价钱的哪种!
哇哈哈。。。我知道没可能啦!所以你们不用翻白眼了啦!
哗,原本我已经写那么多写那么久了啦?!
嗯,该停止写下去了。
好啦,是时候继续坐功课和炸歌了。
掰掰~
2009年6月30日星期二
MY LIFE IS SUCKS WITHOUT "YOU"
Now i at college and writing this blog ...
How could this happen ??? Now i tell you~
During last Wednesday , I take my laptop go fix . Because the screen spoil already .
I gonna say : Stupid screen , you make me can't use laptop at least 2 weeks !!!
Damn , you guys have no idea how hard for me to "live" this few days !
Almost every day i sleep at 9 sum thing because of bored !
Come on man~ What the ???
Today , lecturer says that we gonna bring laptop soon to college .
Oh god~ Who gonna safe me during that time ???
Anyway , hope my laptop can faster come back to me ~
My life is SUCKS without "you"~
2009年6月19日星期五
Finally can break a while~
Finally i can break for a while !!! Even though i still have one assignment haven't done yet , which is Furniture Design report . But never mind , no matter how i convince i will finish it before the submission date !
Since few weeks ago we was so rush to do our assignment , until few days ago it make us become more rush ! I have to say bye-bye to my lovely bed and finish all the assignment !
Now , guess what ??? I got a terrible panda eyes already !!! Come on man , i already looks sucks ! And now the tone of the ( @ . @ ) become more dark ??? It makes me look like ghost !!!
Damn , so i yesterday sleep 12 hour to make myself feel better ~
Listening I DO NOT HOCK UP by Kelly Clarkson and sharking my head ! Yeah~That is the life that i want ! Which is nothing need to worry about and lying at the bed , listen music & sharking my head with the rhythm~
How is 12.24 pm , and i still lying at my bed haven't go brush teeth .
Hehe... I always do that , but i will brush teeth soon so don't think i'm a person that dislike brush teeth , k ?
Ohh~ Stomach started make noise . Very hungry now~ I think i better say bye-bye to my lovely bed , go down brush teeth & eat the yummy chocolate which left a bit . Gotta go now , catch u guys later yaa~
2009年6月9日星期二
话说到上个星期日。。。
早安,现在是早上9.30分。
现在的我呢,就如往常一样赖在床上。不过今天有点不一样,那就是此刻的我在写部落格咯~
今天不知为什么7.30左右就起床了。可能习惯在这个时间起床了吧?!
噢。。。好无聊哦!
虽然有很多功课要做,可是你们看。。。现在的我还在悠悠地写着部落格呢!(不好意思,忘了你们看不到!哈哈。。。)
对了,上个星期日我和 dear 去 one utama 看林峰和钟嘉欣哦!
那天简直是人山人海叻!为了看他们,我都快被挤成三文治了!
当帅帅的林峰和美美的钟嘉欣出现的当时现场马上充满尖叫声!呵呵。。。其实那时我也因兴奋过度而小叫一下。嘿嘿。。。
不过热潮并没随之而退,因为离我不远有几个人一直喊林峰的名想引他注意!
其实因为她们的音嗓太大声了,林峰也望过来两次了。那还不够吗?她们还继续叫耶!
那时我想,拜托!人家都望过来两次了,你们还想怎样?
然后我左等右等,就是在等林峰唱歌。
后来我因站太久背后开始发痛又被人挤到热所以 dear 问我要不要离开?
我就倔强地继续等。因为怕万一我一离开他就唱歌叻?那时就找不到好位置的咯~
可是他就是偏偏不唱歌!loh~ 害我等酱久!
到最后我再也顶不顺,拿白旗投降了。。。
大概过了一两个小时,当我们经过那里时,惊见那个马来代言人(也是 bio-essence 的代言人)还在那里跟"两三只小猫聊天"。
我顿时深感同情那马来人,刚才全场都似乎没什么理到那个马来人。
想想下,她很可怜哦~
好啦,不写了。这次好像写太多了 ( @ . @ )
2009年6月6日星期六
Wanna recommend you some song
Just watch finish a king kong movie .
Erm... I have to say it was so touched . Because king kong was died after safe the kid , this part make me tears .
But finally it have a happy ending , because the king kong didn't die ! So i also happy for them too =)
Again in the middle of the night .
Now is 2.52 am , i'm lying at the bed and listening billboard music.
I gotta say many nice music was created recently ( okey , it wasn't recently ) , example :
Don't trust me - 30H!3 ; Fire Buring - Sean Kingston ; Sugar - Flo Rida Wynter ; and so on...
But what makes me surprise is Poker Face by Lady Gaga still at MTV billboard !
Ohh~ I gotta say i love this song very muchie~ To all who loves this song , thx to all of your support !
( I recommend this website , if you wanna know more information : http://www.mtv.com/ )
( Ohh yaa , forgot to say those song that i list above is my favourite song . I recommend you guys try to listen , because... i like it & hope you guys like it too ! )
Hehe , guess what ?
I was trance at my computer just now ! ( @ . @ )
Hahaha... It just a while , not my highest record ( even though i have no idea how long is my record are )
Started tired , wanna sleep already . Look at the time now .
Ops , 3.32 am already ! My dear gonna "kill" me if he notice that i haven't sleep at this moment !
Dun angry yaa , dear ~ Now i going to sleep , k !
That's all for today~
Nite nite & sweet dreamz yaa~
2009年5月31日星期日
牛仔不比我忙 & 周杰伦
我夸张?
哼,一点都不夸咯!
要不我们交换灵魂吧 ( touch wood )
你就知道最近的我有多烦,有多忙了!
可是我又不太想交换耶!
因为有些东西是不能分享的哦~
比如说 : 家庭温暖啦,朋友之间的关怀啦,还有。。。
(嘿嘿,我不用说大家心知肚明啦!)
我跟你们说这个学期的导师给功课的速度像火箭一样快,
数量像牛毛一样多!
要交的时间也很赶叻!
这样才OMG~
哎,我很怀念第一学期得时候叻!
大家时常一放学后就去ONE UTAMA走街,吃饭,看戏和唱k。。。
说到唱k,我很久没唱k了哦┉
哎,不知从何开始我就中了唱k的"毒"
整个脑袋都是唱k唱k唱k。。。
Loh~
不要想了啦!不知还要等几久才能再去唱k呢!
对了,最近也中了周杰伦的"毒"!
虽然之前也蛮欣赏他的。。。
不过最近对他欣赏的程度更上一楼了 ( @ . @ )
老是开他的歌来听,可是就是没办法记得那些歌词。
呵呵。。。anyway
周杰伦,
你值得我继续支持你哦~
Gambateh neh~
接下来我就为大家介绍我个人还蛮喜欢的杰伦照吧!
穿西装的男人特别帅~
这句话一点都没错哦!
看周杰伦这一身帅气打扮就知道了!
不是每个男人留胡子就好看!
可是周杰伦这张照片就是好看!
少许的胡子与外套的配搭看起来还蛮 man 的哦!
孩子气 look 的周杰伦!
好可爱喔┉想必是很久的照片了吧?
因为现在的周杰伦都是cool cool look 的~
这几张的照片你喜欢哪张呢?
我每张都喜欢哦!因为是经过我精挑细选的。
欢迎你留言告诉我哦!
好啦,时候不早了。
是时候睡觉咯!
掰掰~
2009年5月26日星期二
简单爱(改编)
我从来不主动
若爱上一个人
什么都会尝试去做
我想大声宣布
我真的很爱你
连一般朋友都猜到
我现在的感受
柔柔的风
在吹着头发飘动
当你抱着我
一阵莫名幸福
我想带你
去个幸福国度
一起看着日落
一直到我们都睡着
我想就这样靠在你的怀不离开
爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
我 想永远赖着你
我 想你只属于我
想这样没担忧
唱着歌一直走
我想就这样靠在你的怀不离开
爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
你 握着我的双手
你 与我眼神交流
想这样的生活
我爱你 你爱我
想 简简单单 爱
想 简简单单 爱
我想大声宣布
我真的很爱你
连一般朋友都猜到
我现在的感受
柔柔的风
在吹着头发飘动
当你抱着我
一阵莫名幸福
我想带你
去个幸福国度
一起看着日落
一直到我们都睡着
我想就这样靠在你的怀不离开
爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
我 想永远赖着你
我 想你只属于我
想这样没担忧
唱着歌一直走
我想就这样靠在你的怀不离开
爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
你 握着我的双手
你 与我眼神交流
想这样的生活
我爱你 你爱我
想 简简单单 爱
想 简简单单 爱
我想就这样靠在你的怀不离开
爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
我 想永远赖着你
我 想你只属于我
想这样没担忧
唱着歌一直走
我想就这样靠在你的怀不离开
爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
你 握着我的双手
你 与我眼神交流
想这样的生活
我爱你 你爱我
2009年5月22日星期五
什么心态嘛? 不知道。。。
东想想,西想想。。。
尤其在月高凌空的夜晚,要想的东西总是特别多。
呵呵,尽管我所想的东西都是自己多来想的。。。
我发现我越来越依赖他了,也越来越黏他了!
我想世上没有一个男人喜欢这样的女人吧?!
哎┉每次叫自己别这样,可是倔强的我总是不受脑袋的控制!
我讨厌这样的我!
感觉很令人讨厌!
好吧,既然下定决心就要做到底!
独立点吧!你已经不是小孩子了!(别误会,这是我对自己说的)
呼。。。听着蔡依琳的『假装』
好多触感哦┉
不行!快换另一首歌来听吧!以免等下又忍不住。。。了!
就这首吧!也是来自蔡依琳的MR . Q
(All night party remix 版的)
加上 bass 的音响,用耳机来听简直爆发力一流!!!
太棒了!!!
我的音乐细胞又在蠢蠢欲动了!
一切问题又抛到九霄云外啦!
哈哈┉
突然想,要是我现在在disco就好咯!那我就可以尽情的享受那震撼力啦!
哎哟哟,小女孩又开始乱想了。 (几岁了?还敢讲自己是小女孩哦?)
要是给老妈知道我有这个想法我就死定了!
因为我那可怜得耳朵又要遭殃了!!!
好了啦,我不要再写了啦!
虽然我正写到爽爽,可是我还得享受我的音乐生活呀!
突然觉得我写这篇部落格干嘛?
唉,算了。。。
就这样咯!
改次再写吧。
祝你们有个愉快的夜晚 =)
2009年5月12日星期二
18 SG **
Bull shit !!! Very angry now !!! Wanna @#%* now !!!
Erg... U think i want this happen izit ? How i goin 2 know this goin 2 happen ? U can't blame me ! Give me the "answer" then just go away ?
Can't really cool down now , keep angry & angry... Wanna smash some thing now , but look around my bed room , don't have a thing can let me smash ! Shit !
WTF ! Haven't solve the problem yet ! Only god know when i goin 2 die because of yr attitude !!! Stop pretend ! Hate that i still have 2 face u !!!
Can't control my feeling right now . I guess i will keep emo for few days because of this , but i will try 2 control it . Really need cool drinks right now...
Controlling my anger , hope no 1 will gets hurt because my attitude after this . By the way , i hope u guys just 4got what i write at here & pls don't ask me why . I just need 1 place to release my... Any way , feel better now . Hope the problem will be solve soon ( during that time still have 2 face u again ! @#%&*@#$%* )
P/S : Pls 4got what i write at there & don't ask me any thing ! Cuz i won't answer ...
What happen to me ?!
I easy to feel emo & stress recently , i may know the reason . But deep inside my heart , seem like got another part of myself told me that not just only those surface problem ! But... what is another problem i worried about ? I keep asking myself since few days ago , but another part of myself still don't want give me answer . I have no choice , beside keep thinking i really have no idea what else i can do anymore !!!
That may is the one of the reason cause me emo . Some times when i was emo , i will lazy to open my mouth & talk . Then my family will think that is my attitude problem & keep complain . I didn't help myself defend , because i know no matter what i tell them , they just will think i making excuse !
Feel lost...
Lost direction...
But now some one holding my hand & bring me to a direction which i suppose to be . Yes , is him , my lover - kean ~
He always beside me when i need him . Dun say other things , just say 2day . When he know that i almost faint 2day , he quickly call me to ask about it . I know he cares about me . Some times what he does make me touched , but i just didn't show it out . No matter how , i really want to thanks him a lot . Without him , i may still emo at this moment ( I'm still emo now , but less then just now ) .
Anyway , i hope my mood will quickly go back to normal & enjoy my life ( even though my life don't have any thing that i can enjoy , except for few things... )
Well , day is getting late . I think i should went to sleep now . If not , my dear will dislike ...
Nite nite & sweet dreamz yaa ~
2009年5月7日星期四
Second time , get sick , boring & sweet picture
This few days quite hot . No ! I should say DAMN HOT !!! It cause many of my friend get sick ! Of coz , it include me either . Few days ago i get flu , then sum 1 scare me says i may have H1N1 !!! Oh , god ~ U must b kidding , right ? But of coz i didn't got it , cuz i know i'm a healthy person . Hahahaha =D
Anyway , u guys must drink a lots of water & rest more yaa~
Haiz... Next week is a brand new sem , but now i was very boring !!! During this holiday i almost spend 22 hours ( a day ) in my room !!! Oh , god ~ I'm getting crazy !!! ( but so far , i'm still normal . Dun worry , guys ! ) I know some of u will ask why i dun want hang out with friends or dating with my dear ? My answer is ... Hey , guys ! I juz recover from flu ! Remember that ?!
Because of some reason that I list just now , it cause my lovely friends can't see my sweet pic with my dear dear . And now is the reason why i'm still here 2 show u that , what u should see ...
( Hohoho~ )
Hohoho~ I know I know , I know what u guys gonna say soon . He is cute ~ Yaya , i realize that ! Kaka ... But he is mine oh ~ Dun think that u can "stole" it from me oh ~
After all , i wanna thx u guys spend time 2 visit my blog .
B4 i go , i wanna say : take care yaa , c u guys soon ...
Tata~